This design is to be a tattoo approximately 30cm by 30cm (one foot square). USE THE Picture SUPPLIED AS THE START IDEA.
The blank Canvas ALLOW THIS TO MOVE YOU AND USE THE GRAPHIC AS A GUIDE.
The ground and the space for creation. The Blank Canvas is
where there is genuine choice. Looking
at the canvas I am at one with the 360 degree peripheral vision of my
life. Surrounded adding colour to the
backdrop. Giving me depth and
perspective without driving or even the influence. It’s a space to see into the nothingness that
brings up what moves, what’s alive.
Alive like a worm in my heart is the awareness of what hurts
and what is free. Letting go of the need for it to be any more than it is
today. Feeling the beat of potential now
in my chest and its link to the beauty that brought it to this point. Thanks for wanting to see with skills what
can only be seen with…. a blank canvas…..
To look at the two struggle with each, themselves, between
each other, having to see to feel to experience to be what can only be, without
the struggle. Seeing into that with my heart I find the gentle beauty of loss
of what could have been well before they met.
The longing for a life reflected in history that cannot be, wondering
around that history using it as a platform to go nowhere that we are not
already and needing to leave. With the
realisation that it can only be here in a blank canvas…..
There were times when I could eat it I could feel it with
that much presence and ahhhh the taste such a nectar was never found…
except through that door….. it filled my
heart………… the door the door was not a door in me to something… it was the door
to me, to that blank canvas.
I still touch down on that canvas, unfortunately I take off
again and fly back into my history and habits, I don’t know how to stay, to be
there for me and others, to be it all… I want to learn.. I want to honour the fact that you helped me
find that door in the dark. I cry thinking of the love it takes to take someone
to that space while leaving yourself behind……
I want to anchor here, to land, to ground, to paint by choice.. To live
in and be one with this blank canvas.